by andi » Wed Sep 21, 2011 1:26 pm
I'm really sorry, I know exactly what your situation is like.
CONTACT, your state-senator and your US congressman. You can be vague about what the medical condition is, but ask them where to turn. They should have a website that you can just write an e-mail to, they are usually pretty good about providing resources for stuff like that (especially US congressman). And at the least, you will be encouraging them to push healthcare reform.
And I know that you have probably tried countless things to fix your skin, and you will probably only get decent results with a prescription. I eventually went to college, where there was a medical center--but until then, I think hormonally something changed (almost right after I turned 19)....but, what really helped was washing with a salicylic acid wash (the best is the Biore blemish fighting ice cleanser, second best is the Clean and clear advantage salicylic wash), then washing with a benzoyl-peroxide wash (I used Oxy wash, the SA makes the skin easier for the BP to cleanse). Then, I would either use a loreal SA acid peel, or the biore triple action astringent. That, plus drinking a lot of water got helped to get rid of a lot of the gross stuff w/in the cysts...it did leave giant red spots, and for those spots (hyperpigmentation) and scars, facial peels if done correctly are very affective. But, I really think alpha-hydroxy acid creams do wonders (Walgreens has a really cheap one that was like $9 and is great, it is just their brand and called "Alpha Hyrdroxy Face Cream"). After a few nights of using that after your facial treatment, your pores will look smaller and your hyperpigmentation and scarring will look better.
Good luck! And just know, it looks ten times worse to you, than it does to everyone else.